she looked at his legs as he walked surely and steadily towards her. she studied every muscle that moved against the floor. studying those legs which walked beside her through life. studying those same legs which carried her when she fell, and supported her when she cried. studying those pair of legs which now carried an absolute, and nothing in the world could've been more important than this.
she quavered at the terrible thoughts that consumed her - yet all were possibilities in the infinite world they stood in. as the peripheral world of sounds grew quiet in her mind, only his footsteps resounded hollow. his footsteps echoed like in some twilight zone movie.
she smiled at him. his lips reciprocated; curving up little, just that little.
he brought news of her husband's passing before, but this was new to him. he loved her dearly, and she did him - but he would've given everything to do away with this moment they shared.
she fell quietly into his embrace, appreciating his nearness.
"i'm sorry."
and she broke down.
there was nothing left, or so it seemed - last was her husband, and now her son. she loathed the man, now sober, who took her son away from her, and yet she loved him for bringing her only child to his father.
she cried for days.

how do you live on after death?
with much difficulty, but live on we shall.

please don't drink and drive.

this blog was relevant to a ms. valerie anne from when she was studying mass communications in a singapore polytechnic.

she was aged 16 on her first post, and 18 on her last.

she is currently a freelance emcee-er/hostess.
contact her at
valerieanne @ cheerful.com

some might call me the ultimate sagittarian; free-spirited and whatnot, but i don't believe in horoscopes.

"everything gets complicated when you think. i don't discourage thinking, it's over thinking that i'm worried about." - val


none existent.


i've moved on.

shop alot?


. make Valerie Anne are big name
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" - recommended by derek goh
. open a clip-on earrings shop
. open a cafe
. learn/speak spanish
. skydive over mauritius waters
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. get back into my dancing shoes
. set a world record for the longest time on a roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35. HAHA.


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