when the world wasn't right, i tried to right it.
now that it is right side up, i wished it not.

i need a psychiatrist. quick.


i got off my bus from town at my stop today, like i always do. but today, it was different. i got off and sat down to think; and i didn't want to go home - dreading to face it all again. and fortunately for me, out of the blue.. my t. appeared next to me with arms wide open. ah yes, that hug that was i was in dire need of : ) muchos gracias my love.
and guess what, that rock with no personality got off at my stop too. haha, intended to change to 157 yes. no prizes for those who guessed that the rock was shocked to find me in the arms of another guy.. hehe : ) wished i had a camera just then.. haha.

anyway, the rock with no personlity ignored me today, how nice. really; i liked it! : ) *grin* i told him that i found it very enticing; making him look wanted. how to put it?: there was something to like now that he wasn't brooding over me anymore. be a man! hehe.

secrets are secrets, to be kept. and kept from people who tell.


i was on my way home on that bus, and reading catalpa tree which i might add is 3 weeks overdue. damnit. if someone can find that book by denyse devlin, i would appreciate it. i want to keep it in my personal library for future readings.
queer enough, jude is to find a new love in the month of october. what is this?! a hint? or someone above trying to spite me? gee. maybe it's just a coincidence. not a funny one at that..


fra*land hasn't called since. thank god : ) maybe it just may be working, a memory forgotten or placed somewhere isolated in the mind.




ttfn, this is teary-eyed me. out.

this blog was relevant to a ms. valerie anne from when she was studying mass communications in a singapore polytechnic.

she was aged 16 on her first post, and 18 on her last.

she is currently a freelance emcee-er/hostess.
contact her at
valerieanne @ cheerful.com

some might call me the ultimate sagittarian; free-spirited and whatnot, but i don't believe in horoscopes.

"everything gets complicated when you think. i don't discourage thinking, it's over thinking that i'm worried about." - val


none existent.


i've moved on.

shop alot?


. make Valerie Anne are big name
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" - recommended by derek goh
. open a clip-on earrings shop
. open a cafe
. learn/speak spanish
. skydive over mauritius waters
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. get back into my dancing shoes
. set a world record for the longest time on a roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35. HAHA.


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