i'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but i don't know where i am
i wish that i could move but i'm exhausted and nobody understands (how i feel)
i'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
there's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

i try to hold this under control
they can't help me 'cause no one knows
now i'm going through changes
God, i feel so frustrated lately
when i get suffocated, save me
now i'm going through changes

i'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
i've got something to say, but now i've got no where to turn
it feel like i've been buried underneath all the weight of the world

i try to hold this under control
they can't help me 'cause no one knows
now i'm going through changes
God, i feel so frustrated lately
when i get suffocated, save me
now i'm going through changes

this blog was relevant to a ms. valerie anne from when she was studying mass communications in a singapore polytechnic.

she was aged 16 on her first post, and 18 on her last.

she is currently a freelance emcee-er/hostess.
contact her at
valerieanne @ cheerful.com

some might call me the ultimate sagittarian; free-spirited and whatnot, but i don't believe in horoscopes.

"everything gets complicated when you think. i don't discourage thinking, it's over thinking that i'm worried about." - val


none existent.


i've moved on.

shop alot?


. make Valerie Anne are big name
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" - recommended by derek goh
. open a clip-on earrings shop
. open a cafe
. learn/speak spanish
. skydive over mauritius waters
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. get back into my dancing shoes
. set a world record for the longest time on a roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35. HAHA.


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